Musings of Ireland

It’s Presidents Day weekend so no school Monday! Yay for dead people! Anyway that’s not really the point of this post though, today I’m thinking about Ireland and I’m missing it. Well to be honest I’m always missing Ireland in some way or another and granted that’s usually how I feel after  big trip. I always miss whatever country I was in, Ireland was different though. I just loved it so much and I truly truly fell in love with it’s outright beauty and history.  Continue reading “Musings of Ireland”

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Tonight

Earlier I was going to write about my day and my annoyance with roommates and friends and school, but I didn’t. I held off because I just didn’t want to write and I’m so happy I did. I love my sister Mae. She is beautiful and smart and fun and kind and adventurous and strong and powerful and courageous and lovely in every way. She is one of my favorite humans in the entire world. I really mean that. She will always be to the top of my list of people I will always choose and always love no matter what they do. I love her and she inspires me all the time. The courage that she has to talk about what she’s gone through and still remain optimistic and so full of love. If I could be as strong and as loving as my beautiful sister then I would be doing something right in my life.  Continue reading “Tonight”

Sunday?

Okay so it’s not actually Sunday, it’s Tuesday BUT I meant to make a post about Sunday and I’m waiting for class to start so why not now? So on Sunday kelly decided that she wanted to take her senior pictures. She bought a cute dress, her hair and make up loooed amazing and she felt great so that’s what we did. 

Cassie took the pictures and I was the driver. It sounds mundane and not very fun, but it was great! We all looked amazing and so we also took pictures of just the three of us. 

Can I just say: we nailed it??? Like damn we look good

Anyway that’s all there is to this post. We looked cute and I loved everything about it. 

Saturdays

Today is Saturday and it’s the kind of Saturday that everyone is supposed to have. I did no homework. None. I will regret this hugely tomorrow, right now though? I don’t really care. This is how my wonderful day went:

Woke up at 10:30 stayed in bed on our phones and chatted until 11:30 when cassie and I decided that we had to leave bed and go to R-towne cafe right on main street. We got biscuits and gravy, hot coco, a huge cinnamon roll, and 1 pancake. We are, chatted and had a really good time. Came home and decided to be lazy in the living room for a couple of hours. I played sims, face timed with mama, aunt Martha, jack, and dad and then I talked with Mae on the phone for a little bit.

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2:17am musings

Hellohellohello! It’s 2:17am and I just got into my bed. I made a series have straight up BAD mistakes this week and now I’m suffering for them. I have a huge paper to be writing. Like so huge? So many points of my grade? And I still have at least two other major points to put down and write out. I also have another draft for a different class due tomorrow. I haven’t even looked at it. All I can hope for is that I’ll wake up early(haha lol I hate myself) and to finish the draft of the smaller paper. Then between/during other classes I will finish up my big paper. Then I can get started on two other papers I have to do this weekend. So that’s cool. 

But rn I don’t really care. I’m in bed, feeling happy, deciding to get over the fact that my roommate Jordan walked in on me mid sob as I was reading my grandpas obituary, accept the fact that I’m never sleeping again in my life, and that tomorrow I’m wearing leggings a sweater and a baseball hat. TBH I’m kind of excited. ALSO I have improved my doodle skills. Religion class you may be totally boring and I sort of hate you, but my doodling skills are improving, so thank you for that. 

Look at the pretty pretty doodles!!

It’s been a bit!

Hello to me! I haven’t written in a while and I’m really sorry about that. I’ve been thinking about how I need to write more and be on this more, but time has been slipping away from me. I feel like the semester has just started but I’m coming up in midterms!! How is that even possible?! I’m a quarter of the way done with my senior year, I might puke. 

That’s not the only reason I’ve been away! It’s been a good semester so far! I love my roommates and I am starting to enjoy my classes. I miss home and I think about my friends back home more than I usually admit. But a good semester none the less! This past week though I’ve been in a bothered mood. I’ve flip flopped between wanting to spend all my time with my roommates and I don’t want to see a single soul. It’s odd but this happens. It’s a problem though because I have a huge paper due on Thursday. As in manymany pages and I have 1 and a half done. This is sort of unusual for me? And the reason why is because I can’t get into a rhythm.
The last two days have been off days for me and I’m not sure why? I have been in a totally “let me lie on the couch and watch Netflix for 5 hours” kind of mood. Which is a normal mood! But usually I can still get work done! Not this time though. Just no motivation no nothing. It’s been weird and I haven’t talked about it because I don’t know where it came from and there isn’t anything anyone can do. No amount of telling me to do my work will help, in fact it will only make me angry and feel even guiltier. 

I think I’m finally out of it though? I was listening to ed sheerans song castle on the hill and I was hit with so many feelings. That son never fails to make me think of home. Every. Single. Time. I love it. I think of home and my friends and the special kind of comfort that only home can give you. The greatest bit though? I started to actually do my essay. I started to feel like I could type and that what I was putting down wasn’t gonna be complete garbage. I feel good about it and I feel like I’m in a swing again. 

I just got out of the shower and I’m excited to listen to some more Turnpike Troubadours and to write this paper all about my family. 

I think my week is finally starting to look up.